Yes, I do fear the worst
So yesterday was the big adventure, getting all my boy bits scanned with an ultra-sound. And he looked at just about everything down there.
And my main clinic called today to announce the results were “abnormal”, and I have to go so a urologist at Ben Taub Hospital.
they aren’t allowed to tell me WHAT is abnormal, but knowing what I’ve been observing/feeling for over 2 years, it is my strong suspicion that “Big Jim and The Twins” may be a solo act after a while.
I’m not sure how I feel about this. Or about all the other body parts and systems that seem to be not working correctly. I know how I want to live, but until I know what IS happening and what an be done about it, I need to withhold judgment and avoid making any pronouncements about what I may or may not do in the future.
But you can be sure I am not writing my epitaph just yet.