It was only 42ºF this morning, warming up to 60 now. Clear and sunny. Nice

Crappy night’s sleep, finally quit trying around 3:30. BigBoy was sleeping on the other side of the bed from where he normally sleeps, which sort of interrupted my own sleeps, but I can’t really blame him. I was hurting a lot during the night, which didn’t help at all.

Finger stick was 106 around 4:00 this morning, which is pretty good. I would love to wake up and find it around 80, but I don’t guess that will happen for a while.

Yesterday I noticed the floor was colder than it should have been. Then I discovered it – stupid store-bought socks.

So I guess i have to break down and remember how to knit socks, while I sit here like a lump in limbo. I can do that, I suppose.

The cardiologist put me on a beta blocker when I saw him this week. I’m not sure exactly what it does, other than it being a heart medication, but I can feel myself in a somewhat better mood. I don’t know even know if it is from the new meds, or for having fully stocked my kitchen yesterday, or having a sunny day today. So much I don’t know these days. But, just for today, I will just accept feeling ‘okay’ inside myself. Now, if I could just start feeling okay inside my body as well.